lifez like this!!!

don't have any idea what to write or let's say where to start from!!!! i don't  even know why have i started writing ???? i may suck wt it but i know its gonna make me feel better!!! from inside !!! life for me has had many changes and i know its normal!!! but what i dont understand it why r there complications?? why can my mind just stay blank for sometime, will anything change at all???? keeping my fingers crossed